Calvin was my heart and soul for many years. Amazing partner and friend. I called him my BUBBi which means best friend! I carried his children for 5 months and unfortunately lost them to complications and not once did he let me feel alone lost or scared. Calvin is always going to be right by my side as I want to be there for his family. My dearest condolences.
So sorry for the death of your dear loved one. The painful sting of death can be overwhelming when it takes someone so young. Please know that God is "near to the brokenhearted and those crushed in spirit."(Psalms 34:18-19) Please find comfort in knowing that God has promised to "swallow up death forever" (Isaiah 25:8) and that “he will resurrect our dear loved ones who have passed away” (John 5:28) (jw.org)